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diddlediddle (443858)

Hey diddle diddle...
have you seen my fiddle?

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diddle

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lokieros@tmail.com

Bio:

Diddle

Name: Diddle
Birth name: Melanie Bittle
Birth date: November 11, 1998 (its not lost on her that she was born on 11,11. Wish day)
Gender: Female
Room: B104/ can have roommate
Doctor: Dr. Cuddy
Diagnosis: Dissociative fugue, Delirium, Schizophrenia, Psychosis, Anorexia, Synethesia

Physical

Height: 5 2
Weight: 115
Build: Thin and slender.
Eyes: Blue
Hair: Brown
Health: She has a low immune system, is anemic and very skinny. She has problems remembering to eat.

Personality

Overall personality: Diddle is, in short, the happiest girl you've ever met. She is so because she molds and shapes the world around her into whatever she pleases. Not necessarily on purpose, the world more creates itself to please her, and she is just along for the ride. Something as simple as a spoon could hold an entire universe of possibility. It's hard to tell on a given day how much the girl is actually aware of her surroundings, since her world was created to keep her safe and unaware of reality. It's safe to say that the worse reality gets for her, the more she gets lost in her own mind. For the most part she can hold a conversation, though she may not know with who, and probably won't always make sense. When reality hits, when her world fades away and she's faced with a hospital and doctors, she freaks out. Yelling, singing, rehearsing rhymes and pacing about, she is struck with acute anxiety; though she never poses a danger to anyone, including herself. In fact the only thing she does that could be considered any kind of danger is continually forgetting to eat.

She sings to herself often, believably more attached to the sound and flow of the words than the meanings themselves. Words that sound pretty, even if they don't make sense, flow through her slight whimsical frame almost constantly. Language is something that's always perplexed the young girl, mesmerizing and amazing her at every beat. Her speech varies from broken and derailed to over intelligent, but always beautiful. The logic behind the words are a completely different matter, if logic exists there at all. Most of what she says is happily matter-of-fact, and she will be on the next subject before her conversee even has a chance to challenge her.

History: [click]
Outwardly: Diddle is a confused, lost little girl, who is often singing or talking nonsense to herself. Always happy though, she's always lending smiles and cheery comments.
Inwardly: Inside, Diddle is not too complex. In fact, her world is extremely simple. Everything makes perfect sense to her, and her logic is always uncanny. Even something she can't make any sense of is completely understood within minutes somehow. She sees world in technicolor, almost like a cartoon, and hears music everywhere she goes.
Diddle the person vs Diddle the cat
Diddle is complicated. She took on the identity of her cat Diddle when he died, who her mother made nursery rhymes about, but she still thinks of Diddle as her cat. So, she'll confuse herself; start a sentence talking about herself and midsentance start referring to her cat, and vice-versa.
Quirks:diddle colors with the blunt end of her crayon and writes with the sharp end (a trick her mother taught her to make her writing more legible, since she refused to write with anything else), Singing, dancing, over-lucid movements
Likes: Coloring, puppies, new things, sweets, music, fuzzy things
Dislikes: Dark places, scary things
Faith: None. She couldn't make sense of it if she tried.

Relationships

Family: Is no longer in touch with anyone in her family.
Sexual Preference: None
Past relationships: None
Friends: So far she considers everyone toy be her friend. Has taken quite a liking to Tristan.
Enemies: None yet

Journal

The journal is often a mystery to her, as she confuses it's purpose often, though she knows she needs to write in it. It goes from journal to notepad to storybook in the blink of an eye. And as perpetually lost as she is, she often leaves her journal around, giving others the chance to read it.

Pages: 1

Miscellaneous

wondersland
PB: Becky Lou Filips
Player: Loki
Email: lokieros@tmail.com
Aim: Thanks 255
Disclaimer: I own nothing affiliated.
Credit: Icons:

embeast

Please don't go just yet
Can we stay a moment please
We can dance together
We can dance forever

Schools:

None listed

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